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How to Make Room for a Child By Dealing with Infertility Grief

Q: With your own parents, how do you think writing, or some sort of grief clearing, would have served you as their daughter?

Anne: It would have felt like I was driving a car that the windshield had been cleaned, instead of driving a car with a really dirty windshield and always having to focus on the dirt.

Anne Heffron, adoptee, in Ep 206 of Adoption: The Long View

No baby should be born with a job, as Dr Phil has said (yup, he’s more entertainer than therapist, just like Dr Laura, but in this case it is good advice). It’s just too much to expect a baby to fix anything — a relationship, a heart, a life.

But many people come to infant adoption after experiencing infertility and enduring some sort of loss. They might think that finally getting a baby and filling their empty arms will heal all the hurt.

And it does heal some of the hurt. Adopting a baby does resolve parenting, but it does nothing to address the wounds of infertility, which can be deep and enduring.

Grief doesn’t go away on its own; it needs to be addressed and processed. But how?

This month’s guest for Episode 206 of Adoption: The Long View is an expert on one way to process and possibly even release big emotions like grief. Anne Heffron is the daughter of parents who hadn’t worked through their feelings of inadequacy and insecurity, who hadn’t resolved their own losses prior to adopting their three children. Parents who couldn’t talk about adoption when Anne tried to bring it up with them.

Anne wrote through her own big emotions one summer a few years ago, resulting in her memoir You Don’t Look Adopted. Since then, her Write or Die! method has had a profound impact helping people heal their wounded places and make way for their next chapter.

Ep206: Clearing Away Infertility Grief to Make Room for a Baby

Anne Heffron on Writing to Process Infertility Grief & Loss

Listen in as Anne reveals:

  • What it was like to be the daughter of parents whose unacknowledged grief made them brittle and fragile;
  • Considerations for when your writing might hurt another person, and understanding the two kinds of hurt;
  • Why it’s important for adoptees to be free to focus their lives on themselves and not always on their adoptive parents;
  • How adopting a child is an invitation to work on yourself;
  • What happens to struggle if you don’t talk about it;
  • The one conversation Anne wishes more than anything that she could have had with her mom;
  • Anne’s best advice for adopting well and for adoptive-parenting well.
make room for a child via adoption with anne heffron

Prefer to read? Here’s a transcript (but listening is so much better!).

When you [adoptive parent] have that kind of grief in your body, it’s a physical block that keeps the pure energy of you from flowing. Your child is going to sense that, and they are going to take it personally, and think it’s something they did wrong. They will have this body confusion in relation to your body.

Anne Heffron, adoptee, in Ep 206 of Adoption: The Long View

Show Notes from Episode 206

Besides being the author of the memoir You Don’t Look Adopted, Anne Heffron is also the co-writer with Antonia Bogdanovich of the movie Phantom Halo. Anne Heffron was born in Manhattan in 1964 to a college student. 51 years later Anne returned to Manhattan to find the roots of her story, the one that began with her birth instead of with the phrase “The day we got you.”

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Lori Holden, mom of a young adult daughter and a young adult son, writes from Denver. She was honored as an Angel in Adoption® by the Congressional Coalition on Adoption Institute.

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